November 5th, 2006
This morning while I sat on the couch, recovering from my first night out in a long time (I didn’t get drunk, but our baby boy made sure I didn’t sleep well to punish me for abandoning him so callously) I watched the hour-long highlight show of the NYC Marathon on TV. First of all, I was disappointed that such a remarkable race only got a piddly hour on TV but I could change the channel and see a football game on every other station. I guess watching long distance running isn’t really appealing to everyone. Anyway, I enjoyed watching the finish in both the men’s and women’s elite groups, I always find it inspiring-they are just amazing. Then they turned their cameras to Lance Armstrong and followed him as he finished in just under 3 hours, accomplishing his goal. It was pretty cool-even though Lance is not always my personal favorite, I admire what he can do as an athlete and a humanitarian.
So I guess this is all leading up to the inevitable. I think it may finally be time for me to start running again. As long as I get cleared by my doctor this week I think I”m gonna try it. I’m terrified to think how hard it will be-although nothing can really compete with how it felt to play the violin again this week after 6 weeks off. This has definitely been the longest break I’ve had from the violin in my adult life, maybe even my whole life! I had a moment when I started playing for the first time the other day where I thought to myself, “Am I doing this right? Does the bow go in my right hand?” For the non-musicians out there, that’s tantamount to trying to remember if you’re right or left handed. It felt unbelievably foreign. I momentarily considered a career change (stay-at-home mom? chef? veterinarian?) and then realized that if I can just get through the first few weeks of getting back into shape, I’ll be ok. Here comes the epiphany-running should be the same, right? I should be able to get back into it after some pain and suffering at the beginning. And god knows running is a hell of a lot more natural than the contortions required of your upper body to play the violin.
My deadline for violin preparedness is January-that’s when I go back to work and I’ll be doing some chamber music concerts by the end of that month so I have to be ready (chamber music concerts require a bit more since I can actually be HEARD as opposed to orchestral work where it is more on the honor system since there are so many violins). I am reluctant to set any deadlines for the running, such as entering a race, etc. because I just don’t know how it will feel, it’s much more uncharted territory. Let’s just say I won’t be running any marathons by January.
Of course, the one little glitch with all these plans is that I am effing TIRED. Here’s some proof:
My eyes, I can barely keep them open. So all my plans may be for nuttin. Ashok, please let mommy sleep. She loves you.

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1. shetha | November 6th, 2006 at 3:22 pm
I’m totally ready to run again and it’s only been 3 weeks. I find myself doing jumping jacks and chasing my 3 yr old (really — a game of chase INDOORS — I’m a horrible mom hehe) just so I can get some cardio in. OF course now it’s pouring cats and dogs 24/7. Lovely life in Portland. I cried when the first woman finished at the NYC marathon - it’s just such an overwhelming accomplishment. Our boys’ pediatrician ran the marathon but I don’t think she quite hit her goal. Lance’s pace was astonishing — I know he has endurance but I didn’t realize he’d keep such a pace for that long. Amazing… Good luck working up to your running routine again!
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